Filled with worry

Frustrated. That's the best word to describe my main emotional state for the past couple of weeks. Frustrated. The next four years of my life have to be basically laid out in the next month or so. Everyone tells me to go with my gut and shoot for my dream. But my dream is going to run me in to the ground with debt and financial troubles. I've gotten my parents and myself convinced Chicago is right, it's good. I put $200 down and scheduled classes, and everything is great. I love my schedule and the dorm I could potentially be staying in. I love downtown Chicago. But I can't handle this anymore. The money. The stress. And I just looked at my alternative choice and it's so confusing. And I'm scared.